Elucidating Questions

I’ve never had a guy(Edit: gut) feeling be so wrong, but

What? (Edit: That’s what 😂)

Why summer besides that the sun wants the earth to stay and the earth is going anyway

As it does.

It can’t be going anywhere else unless something big happens so why this feeling like

Don’t let it end and

Whatever comes after?

I don’t even know what it is anymore.

I wonder if I get to go back to feeling the world and not feeling like a complete fool

I wonder if there’s any point to knowing the inevitable.

The skipping of the connection at those moments when it matters like

No one ever sees or hears half of it and

So who cares really?

I keep going back to that point but nothing ever changes so I really wonder

Why I had a feeling at all.

Or anything.

I’m just not the type to be noticed.

Maybe that’s all I’ll ever be.