Elucidating Questions

If I had a choice

I’d own a duplex and my best friend would live on the other side. We’d have a communal kitchen and drink tea and laugh and eat meals together

I miss eating real meals.

If I had a choice

I’d be over there with a job probably at metrotown or something I’d be doing my classes online I’d

Have a best friend.

If I had a choice by the end of January

A simple No

Would have sufficed and I would have taken the heartbreak

Like it just continues every day

If I had a choice I would know what I did wrong and I would try to fix it

If I had a choice someone would have commented on the first few chapters of my book and I would have kept writing it.

If I had a choice

They say life is what you make it

But no matter how hard I push in the direction I want to go there are arms holding me back

If there were no other humans I could attain my dreams of just

Going

The only reason I don’t have a choice,

Is because humans prevent me from making them.