Elucidating Questions

It’s hard when that’s all you have to share, you know?

I whisper into the third light who greeted me with warmth that could only be shared with a

Good evening

And

I love you

And we all have stuff to share but this is what I landed on and it’s all I do when I’m alone

People who have come and gone and come and gone

Did you tell me something about an hour ago? I’m sorry I forgot and it wasn’t because I wasn’t listening it was because I didn’t hear.

But also I did hear and it’s gone

I’m sorry.

I don’t think it’s a matter of this or that anyways so if I really tried to reach out

Listening to someone performing music in their garage or something

I wish I could join you

But I don’t know how to explain where I am to the people who know me

There’s a me who is male and a me who is female

Or there is a me who is both

Or I don’t really care can I just live my life but

Pronouns and other such nonsense.

I look up to see the assassin the boy and a satellite have joined me and

Some names unknown who watch.

The assassin is the first star I see

I wish I could be me without having to apply myself to other people’s ideas of what me is.

That sounds so selfish.

He says silence.

I don’t honestly believe in him or anything.

I honestly think he’ll get out of it.

I don’t know what that means. I will get back

To the beginning somehow.