Elucidating Questions

I went to Japan

Did you know I was giving you up? Did you feel the notion or just realise what was happening?

Yes,

I see,

That thing you kept whispering

No one has seen the phone

You got mad because,

I put you away and started trying to see if I could have someone else

But did you know how hard it is to wait for you every day in the daylight wondering what was going on in my head to make it

Keep coming like a jump I couldn’t skip.

September was so hard

My body started quiting and I was trying to run a marathon of emotions and feelings and grief and life and school and work and I couldn’t keep up

I was struggling so badly and there was nothing I could do I just had to get through it it felt like every step would just lead to another

I needed a safe haven, but one never came

So excuse me while I slowly put you away in to my mind further and further so I would be able to maybe have something but

Why him?

Are you still mad at me?

What did I do?

Is this really how it would go if you were to express what losing me feels like you’d just take me down with you?

The case is gone.

The phone is no more.

I don’t have your heart.

I gave it away to get away from the magic I put on it.

He doesn’t want it.

Why did you become vengeance?

What did I do wrong?