Elucidating Questions

You are beautiful.

I do not know if I can say I am loyal to you, but it’s nothing you ever did I just don’t feel like I belong here.

No one could ever put into words the beauty and magic and wonder and miraculousness of this place

And ever get all the words in an order that would be of any magnitude close to comparing to your beauty.

You are a miracle floating through space and on you

If only half of them could know how lucky they are to have you

I wish they would spoil you instead of spoiling themselves with you

And think of you as they’re traveling through the stars that they are only visible from where you are.

That every light in the sky that eyes can see is only seeable because we were there with you.

I wish they’d give you everything you need to continue this journey for the billions of years you still have left

And see you are just a baby, just like the sun.

You haven’t even begun to show how much you can change and grow.

I wish they could see how much I love you but they never will or can because it is invisible.

Invisible,

But I

I wish I could sustain you with that feeling alone.

Because I know I’m far from perfect,

And knowing I hurt you by being hurts me too.