Elucidating Questions

Why didn’t you come get me? Why did you let me see this day? What was the point of this I’m all alone and I can’t do it anymore.

I can’t do it and no one came back to help me get back up and you’re still making me stay here but I don’t want to anymore

I can’t do it anymore I’m so tired and all I feel is pain and it doesn’t matter what words I put down no one ever sees me and I feel so hopeless and alone and it hurts it hurts

But I still didn’t die. I still didn’t die. I still didn’t fucking die and I don’t get it because it’s just one more day that’s the same as yesterday and I still don’t want to be here but I’m too exhausted to do anything else

I’m so tired.

I am so tired.

I want to disappear.

Please. Please….

Just please I’m so tired…