Elucidating Questions

Clinging to dreams because you were there and I love you, and every day that goes by without you is a waste I am so tired of wasting

I wish I had remembered that daylight was coming so that I could have stayed with you longer.

Unwelcome alarms of daylight and today and waking.

I already miss you.

I already regret not telling you that every second apart is killing what is left of my heart.

I don’t know the reason for life without you, I don’t know why dreams are the only place I’m allowed to see you.

I don’t know why the only way I can be is asleep.

I wish I could wake up with you beside me, instead of clinging to the threads of dreams as they fade to nothing.

Do you love me?

You said yes.

The alarm cut me off before I could say,

I love you too. I miss you every day. I wish you were here with me.

I wish I didn’t have to lose you every time I open my eyes.