Elucidating Questions

I was a buried treasure but I rotted and swept away into dust.

Nothingness.

I was reaching out to say I was trapped and couldn’t get out

They turned away.

But it’s truly my fault for offering my heart

Truly my fault for offering at all.

It’s all gathered in the sand at the bottom of the ocean.

The only remaining safe place is the keys of one so far away it wouldn’t ever matter if I could answer with him

I fought tooth and nail.

Or someone else fought tooth and nail.

I don’t care anymore about myself enough to point fingers at people for blame there isn’t any

It’s all just failure after failure after failure

I don’t care anymore.

It’s all my failure in a whirlpool of words that don’t matter any more than any other words

They’re just useless thoughts of how I feel

How I feel

Doesn’t matter anymore.

I don’t care.