Elucidating Questions

I showed up on your doorstep begging for forgiveness. I showed up on your doorstep and you opened the door.

You said what do you want, I said you don’t look like yourself

I wonder if it was a riddle or a mystery.

You let me in you didn’t want to you turned your back and walked away as I came in I wanted

To undo losing you to a mistake I let go on for too long and did harm with,

Scared away and I wanted to come home

But you knew about him and you wanted to know

You wanted to know who I could be trapped between two and I said

I don’t know.

And I’m certain I ran into the skies with the feeling of it,

Because when it gets tough or uncomfortable I can merely fly to something new

Because flying comes easy in the night when the dreams are all just not quite right

Never quite the way they seem they should be, and I continue to search

But I always start in the same place,

Back at the beginning, do I run or do I stay and fight

And when it’s just me I run as fast as I can to something better

Anything better

But,

When there are others involved the story changes and I stay to try to keep it together regardless and I try to help

But what does that mean

It’s all only a dream.