Elucidating Questions

Even when I hate you I love you and this simple effortless losing again and again as it just doesn’t

It just doesn’t. There’s no word to quantity what I feel, the feeling of setting out with all good intentions for nothing.

The explanation for what happened can only be that too much led to too much and the desperate grabbing for anyone that led to the slipped knots and the rope crashing down.

What could have held us together that was all I had and I believed it and I still don’t know how the feeling came on so strong from no where.

I hadn’t thought of you in months.

Months had gone by and I’d redirected from the foolish thoughts of someone who found you in a world half away, as the most beautiful sound came to life

So where did it come from and why and what was the point of it?

I will never understand what this was all for.

I could answer every question,

But that one remains as silent as the space between us.

The sounds of every sound between us, the space that grows.

I just wanted that piece of this puzzle I hate, the puzzle of love I wanted to change the world with,

The puzzle I gave up on when it all came and went.