Elucidating Questions

Faking happy on the outside while the inside is

Just a stormy day every day it storms

And I’ve tried to hold on but he pushed away and I know why and it just hurts.

It just hurts.

Falling in love with these beautiful people who don’t see me as I see them

Don’t miss me like I miss them

Don’t reach out for me like I reach for them.

I only wish the sun could fall and be a person, that Mercury could sit beside me and laugh.

They won’t come close, they won’t hear me sing, they won’t bend in the slightest

I am so tired of thinking

I’m so tired.

Trading for a wish that wouldn’t be true.

Into the well of darkness,

Still don’t know how I’m supposed to be better off alone alone all alone

Every day getting over being alone.

What can I make of what I have?

What do I have now?

A room.