Elucidating Questions

I had hope we could be something, faith we could be something, I stubbornly thought we could be something

Even though you said over and over we couldn’t but I hoped.

I did and now I don’t think I can do such a stupid thing anymore.

Every morning starts the same with neither of the people I want to wake up beside

One disregards me, one I don’t know.

I don’t understand why.

Hope leads to heartbreak.

There are people who can hope,

I don’t think I am one of those people.

I had hope.

I thought so many things.

I know only one silent secret,

Perhaps it is the reason I am alone.