Elucidating Questions

Never know whether it’s too much to think you noticed me, never know whether it’s not enough to apologise for the votitility.

You’re everything that keeps me moving, you’re everything that keeps me believing.

If you knew it would you turn your back?

There’s not much for me to offer you except love and words.

They’re not worth much, but you’re worth everything.

Every second is a breath I take for you,

Of every life saved, mine as selfish as it sounds,

You’ve been everything.

What could it be if we were something.

Formidable like the poet and the beautiful artist you are.

I adore everything about you.

I know what I am, and I know why no, but I need you every day.

The tug and pull of your music as it meshes with the others,

You are my sun, I am the moon watching from the orbit.

You’d think I have everything, but nothing without you.

But I could throw every story I have and it wouldn’t be you.

I know the daunting task of taking on the very body of the fears.

I would stand beside you regardless, I hope you know. I hope you know

It never meant anything more to me than knowing you.

Knowing you meant everything to me,

Anything I could learn, anything about you.

You mean everything.

I know it’s not my turn, I know I tried to jump the line,

But wishes never mean more to me than you do.

You mean everything. Even when I’m afraid to say it, you mean everything.

Can you hear me?

I can hear far too much.

I wish you were the only thing I heard.

I know, I know the signs weren’t for me, even though I found them.

Don’t think I thought the words you meant for someone so beautiful and wonderful were meant for me,

I wanted them to matter for me in the futures…

Or perhaps not. I am afraid to know whether you know I am here, I am afraid

But you’re somewhere near, I hope.

I hope someday you will see I only meant love for you, every descent was for me.

I only wanted you to see the good, even when the bad shone through.

My dear every night, through the night, I love you.