Elucidating Questions

Somewhere you are, and I miss you.

There are not enough words to describe the feeling of every day that goes by and starts without you.

It must mean something, something, that I crashed into you when the world started sliding away.

I think of you, even when I don’t realise I’m thinking of you, I do.

I worry, I want you to know that I need you, but I don’t want you to feel like I forced you.

There is no hand to be played, no cards to be dealt.

I never even realised it could be felt that way, overzealous in the worst way.

I hope you know that I still don’t blame you for never saying a word,

I couldn’t.

I love you, and even when it stings it’s not blame I have. It’s just the pain, and pain is just pain.

If it makes your life better, I’ll keep it, this secret.

Words still slip out in moments too heavy to hold, but,

I love you,

So no one will ever know who you is.

I love you,

So have a good day,

Somewhere far away.