Elucidating Questions

Let’s start a fight, let’s talk about the past, let’s go back.

Hahaha.

Hahahahaha.

Sick.

Let’s point more fingers when words will never be said. Let’s talk about all the things taken away and away because no we did not but let’s pretend

We did this to ourselves.

See she would rather us dead, was it not expressed?

All these people who know

The person who was my first call when everything fell and I wanted to be that person too,

But always kicked out and pushed away.

One safe haven on a tightrope that burns at both ends.

The words of a rose, but others would smell nicer.

Or sweeter. Or something.

I went to the place that was once home and wished them peace and happiness even though

They’d rather me dead.

When all I wanted was to keep alive, regardless of taking away and the questions it made

That one more light going out in the sky is never a wish

For any, but I.