Elucidating Questions

No regrets felt if you just reach out every time it’s a lie.

At the end of the line spoken like these things that never mattered. Meant it or not as soon as the heart gets what it thought was real,

It’s just right back down here.

I felt the hit I didn’t hear. The words of the lyrics the feeling of the music it’s just this beating, it doesn’t but it could help

Someone who isn’t me, if you let it in does it really?

Would be a nice thing to know, someone who cares.

After all they ignore it, the internal struggle every day, to try to stop it from happening again.

Just didn’t want to lose anymore, keep hearing about scores and like it’s a game when it wasn’t supposed to be.

I suppose the words of encouragement were goading to make it worse.

Just keep trying.

Every day making a fool of myself, while they continue to shine.

As if I wanted anything else.

I may hate it all, but it doesn’t change the work done or the taking.

If we notice them we wander. How to keep them out of our pounding heads.

How come?

Wish to the sky for them. Yes I hear it, it’s the same song, if I walk into the thoughts of them,

The words of every song lead back. The words connect.

I wish I had scissors for every line, so that I could separate, in silence.