Elucidating Questions

Can I really not hide my tears?

Not from him, but from the ones who around, see as they fall.

The mistake of the none mistake.

The thread is there, but the words were from others.

The spoken voices, not then, but now.

Right beside me, spirits.

And it wasn’t him, how could he have ever known, it’s not possible.

But he did, the messenger,

He didn’t want me to wake,

Because he knew I could and would.

And he knew it would break me.

If I had someone, I may have been able to hold it all,

Instead I was left to myself,

Again and again and again.

So it happened,

And I awoke.

I surfaced, when he wanted me to be able to stay asleep forever.